i'm very much in state of discontent now...i don't know if i will ever really get back to being as happy as i was before...a lot of things would have to change ( Read more... )

that is what i'm doing to myself...why..oh, and don't worry, it's purely emotional pain.
i'm in limbo with him...i don't know how to get out of this...
and he's moving in jan.
it's my own fault....i won't even talk about it with anyone anymore...

i hate my life.
but i guess that's just it...it's life...

-m

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so life sucks. i'm stuck in this neverending depression of missing chuck while he moves on with his life...he has all kinds of opportunities to date other people..he hasn't yet but i'm sure he will soon....i made him promise to tell me when he decides to start dating someone new...i don't know why..i just have to know ( Read more... )

i just started a new job...westies shoe store..it's a privately owned store..i really like everyone that i work with...it's so layed back...but evidently i dissappointed my family because i took a job there instead of going to the interview at the best buy by crossroads mall...i'm sorry! but i don't want to work there!! if i don't want to drive up ( Read more... )

so i felt like crap all day yesterday...so sick i couldn't eat..not feeling that well today...and to top it off...i lost my job..i quit ( Read more... )

i am just ME!! even if it gets me in trouble ( Read more... )

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so i'm going to try and tell you guys about my trip about.....without sounding too cheesy or annoying...this would be a lot easier if i had my journal so that i could remember the really good details ( Read more... )

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devifae

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