okay so i know it's been forever....i live in tulsa now...have been since august...i'm adjusted but i have yet to fell at home here or anywhere in oklahoma really...i miss my friends in norman but i have made some really cool ones here ( Read more... )

keep in mind i'm drunk right now.,....what the hell kind of a fucking friend says "go wait in your car until you sober up or drive home"? seriously, i just realized that this person cares absolutely nothing about me.....what the hell? who fucking says that? who the hell fucking says that ( Read more... )

i miss my guy friends...i hate hanging out with girls all of the time...all they do is depress me..bad mouth people and i end up feeling worse than i did to begin with...don't get me wrong i love my friends..but i can only take so much of the girl's night out stuff....i miss mark so bad right now ( Read more... )

American Cities That Best Fit You:

70% San Francisco

65% Los Angeles

65% Washington, DC
60% New York City

55% Chicago

Which American Cities Best Fit You?
i'm really scared about moving away and losing touch with all of my friends here....one of them, mainly chuck, is most frightening but at the same time i feel its inevitable.....he says ( Read more... )

so it is official. i didn't get in to the o.u. nursing school here in okc. i'm #23 on the waiting list though. that is the part that really makes me mad. they took 40 people less this year than last year; if it had been the same then i would have been in. but i suppose its just not meant to be right now...much like other things in my life ( Read more... )

so this is probably the scariest thing i've had to go through well..with the exception of when carol's dad was sick....but now i am officially alone...i was doing things that i should not have been doing..sleeping with an ex about two or three times a week...it was wrong and i know it...but i miss him and it's comfortable...anyways, there are ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: The Natural


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okay so i hope everyone is doing well...i've been okay...i have yet to check my grades in class...i should even though i'm kind of scared...so if there's a really sad post after this one it's because i'm not doing that great ( Read more... )

i had plans to go to the movies with an interesting person at 7:20...i was puppy sitting and was told that i could bring him back anytime after 6:30....i show up at 6:45...he's not here...somewhere in my head i knew he wouldn't be...if there is anything that i have learned in the last few years is that i can not depend on this person to be there ( Read more... )

i need to get out of this place more than anyone knows right now....i've found out things that i don't want to know...stuff that i think i always knew but didn't really want to realize in my head so i just blocked them out. i just want to start a new life with someone new who's going to treat me the way i need to be treated...i'm sick to my ( Read more... )