hm.. wut can i say besides i knew it i knew it i fuckin knew it, so many thoughts in my head its like why? why why why why why why why why why why its alwayz why and it is so annoying DOUBT is taking over my whole brain..... i cant even study becuz all i think is DOUBT doubt in myself doubt in my realshinships doubt in my whole life........ im so ( Read more... )

IM WOWED....................UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE..............WOWO........

well lately things hav been a lil weird i was having some very hard complications....and i dont know how to handle them.. my feelings for sum1 have gotten extremly strong.. and i am scared but there is no reason for me to be scared becuz wutever happenes happens i am a teen who needs to have fun.. and i need to stop talkin to some of my freinds wow ( Read more... )

well today is the last day of break which really sux today i am going to b really bored becuz i am gonna b lazy i havent got much sleep so im going to catch up on that otday.... hella shit happend chris told me how he really felt.. and it hurt alot... but o wel.. i guess i need to move on i have been talking to this guy named emtill alot he is so ( Read more... )

damn my lifehas been pretty crazy lately last night my mom was acting hella dumb if u kno me or r close to me u kno wut happened to i left becuz i cant take the shit nemore.. it fuckin pisses me off and u kno i dont kno y i care so much..? it bugzz me so much andits not even my descions there my mothers... i have been having a pretty good break i ( Read more... )

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well, nothing has been going on well nothign exciting all i have been doin is taking sum down time for myself.. thinking about my life and wut i want to do with it and i decided alot of this one week and i kno for sure i am gonna be bak ot my old self soon and get rid of my pRoBLEms ... u kno wut u r and who u r... so newaiz i am extremly bored and ( Read more... )

over and over in my brain i think why do i do this to myself why do i associate myself with people who oculd give a fuck about me.. why do i waste my time on freindships i know are not going to work.. i think it is pretty much becuz i am stupid.. i need to change alot about my life style and about me... its hard but its wut i need to do. i am goin ( Read more... )

umm nothing excting i got xams presents today lots of em stuff from dana and jeniffer there so great.. and then i went over to heathers me and her are getting closer who knows she hasnt screwed me over so mabye it will be a lasting freindship.. other than that i dont feel like writing so talk to u all later