whew after that last entry i needed a good laugh...haha my brother has to be the funniest person i know he just came in singing "i feel like a woman" with a broom in hand then he started booty dancing haha whew ok im good for now..lol

2 nights ago i made a HUGE mistake...i was feeling very lonely and confused and extremely hurt. i hadnt seen jordan in a long time and he has just been too busy to talk to me. so as you can see i just wanted to have fun that night. so i went out with friends had fun came home and then got online and my friend dustin was on. so we are tlakin and he ( Read more... )

yeah it was fun i was outside in my bra. ud be surprised by how many people honked and stuck there head out the window..it was awesome! heck yah! ..yeah sorry super hyper ...hmm someone just called me a tease..ha! i am not a tease! i def. disagree. hmph! hehe well tomorrow im goin to the lake . gonna lay out in my bathing suit all lathered up in ( Read more... )

yah i think im actually gonna party toniht i havent partied in 6 or 7 months..ive been so good. but i could sadly use a drink right about now.but newho. im so ready for school!!! i cant wait to see my hoes i miss u.. coommmee back from colorado ( Read more... )

COURT I LOVE YOU GIRL. IM HERE FOR YOU! MUAH!

wow im having such a good day!..me and jordan got really close today. we just talked about what was goin wrong with our relationship and wut we could do to make things better and so its great. and i saw marcus today and he is soooo great hes my new friend! and jeff is just a badass guy . so if u ever need advice hes the guy to go to . he knows ( Read more... )

im sorry that on lj u have to read about my pathetic life. im so sorry. im so sorry to the people ive hurt by bitter bc im bitter about jordan. i cant help it that i like him. i cant help it. and for some reason i leave myself wide open to getting hurt. like today he asked me to go to a movie and then asked me to come over and hang out with his ( Read more... )

im sorry that on lj u have to read about my pathetic life. im so sorry. im so sorry to the people ive hurt by bitter bc im bitter about jordan. i cant help it that i like him. i cant help it. and for some reason i leave myself wide open to getting hurt. like today he asked me to go to a movie and then asked me to come over and hang out with his ( Read more... )

wow today was horrible. absolutely horrible. i got harrassed in the school parking lot. i now have a few huge bruises on my thighs. no big deal. umm im being avoided my jordan..again. i dunno why i bother with him...he expects me to always be there for him but yet hes never there for me. i mean i called him today so he could be there for me after ( Read more... )

its freakin 2:30 am! im crazy..i can never sleep nemore! man i want to see jordan soo bad. he makes me soo happy. i wish he knew that! but im afraid to tell him that i want him to like me so much that he will want a relationship. i want him so bad! i just wish he knew that i still cared for him. and think of him as the sweetest, sexiest, smartest, ( Read more... )