hehe im in such a good mood! very good things happened today! jordan apologized to me and now we are friends and i get to see him tm! yay! im kinda nervous! wow hes sooo gorgeous! hehe well anywho omgsh u kno wut sucks? have u ever had the urge to just makeout with a guy and do nothing more? well im havin an urge right now! and no one is here to ( Read more... )

i had a great day today and yesterday! i saw the hoes.lefty righty and jizz and we had tons of fun.thanks for making my day great!

one more thing left to say. the thing that jordan said to me is killing me...he said im not even that cute!! wtf? i used to be confident but now...all i can think of is wut he said to me. i feel like every other guy thinks that too. but u kno who cna blame them look at me. im fat and im ugly and i have nothing to offer. and i hate to say it but it ( Read more... )

im having a huge breakdown, everything is going wrong. its like i cant be happy anymore. my sister is always giving me shit. my past keeps haunting me, i just wish everyone would just drop it. IM NOT THE PERSON I USED TO BE. WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT??? HUH? WHY? and then this whole jordan thing. i still...i still care for him even tho he doesnt care ( Read more... )

So much is going on and i dont know what to do. I try to stay strong but i guess im not strong enough. Sometimes i just pretend im not in this mess so i can be happy. I just hate how really horrible things come my way just when i get myself happy. Its really not fair!!! I just know that now that im not with jordan i have the chance to being happier ( Read more... )

ID have to say im in a pretty bad mood. my heart was broken by a jerk off aka Jordan! Wasted 3 months on that loser just so he could break my heart! I deserve so much better, right now i just need to surround myself with the people that love me! But yeah i dont want to sit here and bitch the whole time, but i am really upset and im sure my friends ( Read more... )

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