so i'm back from spring break. Spending the last 8 days in florida was amazing. the company was amazing and it was an overall grand time. it makes coming back to the cold and snow and work almost unbearable. the only thing i can do know is make the memories and daydream about laying on the beach with people i really care about, laughing, drinking ( Read more... )

well it's almost time to go back. still over a week before classes start but i am definitly ready. i have realized that ohio is not for me anymore. i don't fit in i have nothing to do and when i do have something to do i just get depressed and end up sitting at home alone. i don't know why. i am so ready to be back at wagner in our corner with my ( Read more... )

sooo...i have no life when i'm home. no one is here and the people who are here don't really want to do anything. it's ok, i have myself...even though i think i am losing my sanity..i'm gonna fill out this survey we'll see how it goes...lol ( Read more... )

so it's winter break again. the time that i usually get depressed for some unknown reason. except it's not really an unkown reason anymore, i think i've figured out whats wrong with me.  I don't know if i like being home anymore.  i think i've reached that place in my life where i want to be out on my own. Don;t get me wrong, i love my family and i ( Read more... )

i think that some people just love the attention. i don't know what it is really. its like they can't get happiness out of their own lives so they spend their time clinging to the past and making other people AND THEIR future's miserable. seriously, when it's time to move on...MOVE ON. let life continue for yourself and for others. i'm not a mean ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile...lets start over again shall we.

well i gues not too much has happenedsince the last time i wrote. i won't admit i think the last entry was alittle anrgy but i have learned to move on from things like that and to not let them bother me. i know my life and what it entails so i don't even hav eto worry anymore.  Things have ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated since march...wow. i guess i kinda forgot about this thing....anyway i have been thinking a lot recently and a lot has gone on this summer that has made we want to start writing again. aside from a few things (and people) i have had one of the worst summers of my life. i won't go into details but i have been rather miserable ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated since march...wow. i guess i kinda forgot about this thing....anyway i have been thinking a lot recently and a lot has gone on this summer that has made we want to start writing again. aside from a few things (and people) i have had one of the worst summers of my life. i won't go into details but i have been rather miserable ( Read more... )

it is sooooo nice out today!! i can't beleive this weather!! i just puts me in such a good mood no matter what i have to do or what is going on. i am in the libary now bc my computer decides it doesn't want the internet to work anymore...whatever. when its nice like this all i can think of was last year at this time and all the fun we had. i can ( Read more... )

"you should take your ID back to the place and tell them they gave you a fake" - me ( Read more... )