Hey everyone!! I hope your summer is going good. Just thought I'd update for those who actually read this. My summer is going awesome, but too fast. I love my job, being waterfront director was stressful at first but I love it. The camp staff are like my family and I absolutely love them. I just wish I could trust people for once. I miss people, ( Read more... )

My bad dreams aren't getting any better.I don't understand it.I didn't think that seeing my grandma die bothered me that much, but I guess it did.I'm going to see all kinds of death in my line of work later on....but maybe its different.Maybe not knowing the person won't affect me as bad.The dreams are all the same.She's lying there, dead, and then ( Read more... )

Last weekend was so awesome.It was so much fun.I went home to see Emalyn before she had to go to nic's and we played outside.She's 17 months now...big enough to walk and run around by herself, but still too little to be independent like she wants.And I keep wanting to grab her hand and fall down with her everytime she falls..but I cant.She wont let ( Read more... )

sorry about the late update.things have been pretty crazy ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, I am at the hospital, my grandma is dying.I just thought I'd let everyone know where I was. I have my phone on me.I will be here until she passes, I don't know how long it will be.I don't know when I'll be back at school, I'm kind of lost right now.It's a nightmare.I just want it to be over.I just kind of feel numb right now, I dont ( Read more... )

I love my family more than anything but sometimes they really piss me off.I just don't get it.Like,I organized Cody's party for his bday, came home for it when I could have went out tonight with friends in Macomb,or Stone Country with Amy or a movie with Lisa..And I tried to get everyone together...and they blow it off.It seems like nothing is ( Read more... )

Math blows.I really don't see how a graphing calculator is going to solve everyday problems in my life. Although,Dr. Olson sure seems to think so. Press that button and that button and this button and BAM...your life problems are solved.Right.That calculator has caused me more problems and stress in 10 min than any of my own problems ( Read more... )

Well I'm back at school now...I'm kinda upset that the week went by so fast.There's only so many things you can do I guess. I can honestly say I made the best of it.I went and saw the ring 2 with Laura and Maddy...kinda disapointed..I think it was meant to go deeper and explain some things, but it really didn't. It never answered the question: why ( Read more... )

My break is almost over....its been pretty good.The weather has been awesome ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in a while...I'm going to try to keep this updated from now on...I guess I don't really need this as much as I used to.I actually know people and am doing things, which is good but I'm still going to try to write and keep in touch with you other dorks with online journals that have no life ( Read more... )