I've been dreading today for a month, and now I am so excited. I get to facilitate so many people's holiday. Maybe in a year they won't remember me. But they'll remember the candles, the songs, the laughter, and hopefully the love. Last night and this morning I'll pray for them. I'll pray for them to feel God and feel love and leave into the
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Being said, I am so sorry I'm not happier on here. I am a really happy (Pollyanna-esque) person IRL. Its just that I only "need" to write to say things that I don't say outloud. Which means they are a bit grim. I should work on that.
Hope your Christmas was all you wanted.
Love--Emily
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There’s no need to apologize, or to work on anything. Not on my account, anyway. I do the exact same thing in my journal - I muse and grumble, and rant occasionally, but in the end its all me processing things “on paper” so that I can stop thinking about them, and get on with my life. So sometimes my journal makes me sound grumpier than I am... and sometimes there simply aren’t the right words for how I’m feeling, so I end up writing about something else, and the entire entry feels just a little bit disjointed. But yeah, there’s no need to apologize for ranting in your own journal.
Wants aside, my Christmas was perfect, thank you.
Take care,
-Michael
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