I have finally made a completely selfless choice in leaving my friends alone. I will no longer taunt them with my existence, thank you all for understanding.

I'm terrified of sleeping because all I can see is walking into your room to wake you up and you laying there lifeless on the floor.

I can't get that image out of my head, I just can't do it.

I can't help but think the other night was nothing but a mistake. I have nightmares where I wake up screaming because I remember the look in your eyes when I told you and screamed at you to leave. It's like a totalabsence of myself. I feel like I shouldn't be able to do anything and at the same time I still manage perfectly fine. Except for the ( Read more... )

I used to fell beautiful. I used to be loved. I used to have friends. I used to never stay home at nights. I remember when I always smiled. I remember when I didn't have this feeling in my heart like someone was stabbing me. I remember when I used to sing my heart out and not care who was around. I remember when I wasn't scared to travel the ( Read more... )

Sometimes, and less than more, I find myself remembering you. Not you in a way that most people would... but in a different way. An intimate way, not intimate as in sexual either, intimate as in personal.
Personal, now why didn't I just use that word in the first place.
Erase go back intimate personal.
I remember the feelings that came about when we ( Read more... )

All I can say is this, please God don't let me make the mistakes I have made previously in this area again. Make me hold strong and level headed.

I wish it was just easier.

that no matter what people say or do you can not relay on them to follow that ( Read more... )

The rain comes and fixes it all ( Read more... )

I don't think before I act and if I do I just blow it off ( Read more... )

In the end everyone will be alone. You don't need other people to help you through life, and I understand that now. I can see that all you really need in life is food, water, and oxygen. You can survive without friends and lovers and still make it by ( Read more... )