I guess you can say I'm doing better since my last entry. I was just really emotional. I think I have a better grip on whats going on now though. Like maybe I've come to terms that there's nothing I can do? Right now I'm just going to continue living life and enjoy what little time i have left with him ( Read more... )

I think maybe I spoke a little too soon when i said everything was perfect and that I was content with my life. I dont know how i can be so happy when really right now im terrified. It would probably help to tell you what im scared of huh? Well its my grandpap. He's not doing well at all. The cancer is everywhere. Like his doctor has stopped ( Read more... )

Well I'm keeping my word and I for real am updating again. I'm really really proud of myself :). Well this weekend was sooo much fun. I'm going to be completely honest right now... i didnt expect it to be fun at all. I really did think that my whole weekend i'd just be sobbing and miserable because charlie wouldn't be home, but really that wasnt ( Read more... )

So I'm back again. It seems that I have a really hard time keeping this thing up. I know everyone must really enjoy my like bi-monthly posts huh? I just thought I should try giving this here journal another try ( Read more... )

Oh I figured I should give this old journal a little ear beating before it tells me that my account got deleted or something. That would suck because sometimes I really just need to vent in here. I dont really want to vent in this entry however ( Read more... )

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Wow yet again its been a really long time since i have last updated this thing. No really big shocker there, however. Things have been in a huge uproar lately. Everything is changing and so of it i like and some of it i can't stand ( Read more... )

Okay I'm sitting here right now wondering how I could possible have about 20 minutes to do absolutely nothing on the day of prom, but u know what? I can't figure it out... I'm really anxious right now....I hate just sitting around and waiting. Having something to do makes me feel better. I have to leave in 20 minutes to go get my hair done and I ( Read more... )

hmm so I've decided that I'm very content right now being on Easter break. It's soooo nice. Not having to deal with school is the best feeling ever. I like just lounging around and hanging out with my friends and whatnot. But yeah. Tuesday I didn't go to school. I found my prom dress though. It should come in on Tuesday i think the lady said ( Read more... )

WOW it's been quite some time since I have lasted updated this here journal. I just don't have the urge to write in here a lot anymore. Like I just have better things to do? I just don't like sitting here trying to figure out what I want to say or what even really needs to be said. But regardless of those harsh feelings I still love all of you ( Read more... )