Well, this is the first time i've updated this bad boy since January 1st and i havent missed it one bit to be honest. My summer has been the same as usual, sitting, eating, wishing.. that reminds me of a Jack Johnson song, but its sitting, waiting, wishing.. sorry totally random but if you're reading this u must enjoy the totally random off the ( Read more... )

well...my break has been okay, not one of those OMG! this is the best break ever but a, this is a nice vacation from school break. Whit came over Tuesday, a lot of fun.. singing, almost getting raped. lol Thursday I went to Kristen's. Me, her, her mom, and her aunt Betty went to Middlesboro and she picked me out an outfit that i could wear to ( Read more... )

no matter how much i laugh, no matter how many clothes i buy, no matter how much i pretend, there's always something missing. There's an empty space in my heart, the few remaining broken pieces of it that is. I've thought and thought and thought of ways to fill it, and thats with love. The problem is that i cant find love, i've tried and i've tried ( Read more... )

ya know what? this is a great song.. i think i will start living by it. the message its sending is screw everyone else.. do what you wanna do with your life. im trying to grow up to soon.. its good to plan ahead, but dont live ahead. enjoy life (even if it sucks).. its a precious gift.my favorite parts are capitalized.. read the lyrics, and you'll ( Read more... )

well, ive been thinking a lot here lately... as you all know and it just makes me feel like.. to put it nicely.. a big huge pile of crap. Reading everyone's journals and seeing how in love they are and knowing that i've never experienced those emotions, it makes me wonder.. what exactly have i done to not be able to love? why can everyone else be ( Read more... )

well... nothing very interesting has happened lately... Duke beat Valpo.. no surprise there. With all of this extra time ive had.. ive been thinkin a lot.. eating a lot as well. I've realized that all i want in life is to be truly happy, as does any other person but my happiness would be a wonderful boyfriend/husband, well paying job, and to be ( Read more... )

well world, its happened to me. I'm no longer immature, i have been focused on my future for about a month now and i havent lost that focus. Mom and I have been discussing college. She said that if my grades are good enough to get in, she would pay for me to go to Duke.. thats amazing, do you know how much money that is? i always hoped to go there ( Read more... )

41 points! thats just crazy that one person can score that much in one game. not to mention lookin dead sexy while doing it. he's the reason they are # one.. the ONLY reason. he deserves respect but he doesnt get a bit of it.i would give the world to meet him just once time. he is one sexy ass feller, with a freakin sexy voice, a nice butt and the ( Read more... )

oh my gosh what a game. thank God for Dockery. what in the hell was up with that puerto rican (sp?) bastard pushin J.J. down? asshole, then the damn refs call a double technical. but we showed em in the end. the literal end. 1.6 seconds. i jumped up and started screaming.. it was just amazing. all i can say is WOW! unfortunately, the game shouldve ( Read more... )

well... ive just got to quit getting on the internet because everytime i do i get pissed off and its not good for my health, im gonna die at 25 of a heart attack. i get mad over no reason, i just think people need to get a life (as do I) and get their own opinions and quit tryin to be exactly like others (i dont do that) because it makes them just ( Read more... )