Tomorrow is Tim's 21st Birthday!!!
yay..im extremely excited..
I think you can guess why!

Happy Birthday Baby.. I love you..

why cant i be weed then maybe he would care a whole shit load more about me?
b/c then he would want want to be with me and he would treasure me just like he does it.
why is it sok god dam inportan that he chooses it over me just like everything else.
im to the point now now where im about to say fuck it!!!

my life is so hectic right now.
school is so boring and i hate it so much..
tim is just i dont know..
i feel like im the uglest person on earth..
i feel like no matter how hard i try i cant make myself
be pretty and i feel like an obese jiant.
all my new clothes well i hate them bc they look like
shit on me and yea life is just depressing.
i spent like an ( Read more... )

what is love...

i really hate you sometimes....

well its my birthday...

well lets see tim and i got back together like this
time it took a week though. this was like 2 weeks ago.
well i didnt call him and i didnt sit around and wait
i went out and hung out with people that i had left behind
about 11 months ago. it was fun.
then he ended up calling me and it was baby i miss you,
why havent you called me and im sorry i love ( Read more... )

well afer 11 months is finally over..
im very aware its probably better but
it hurts and i miss him.
maybe now i can get my life back on track.

theres nothing left so i have to move on
ive done it before so i can do it again.

latlely things have been good and kinda shitty,
tim and i had a bad break up but i dont know if
he's going to change im hoping...well see.

i nursed 3 baby mice back to health yesterday,
they got hypthermia the night before last and today
they are alive and yeah. they are my python's gavans
food but still...

i hate ms dent shes a bitch she is the only ( Read more... )

well i spent fall break with tim and shawn ( Read more... )