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Auburn vs. LSU

I am scared for my poor Auburn team!

We just don't look "in it" or together this year, even though we have been winning games.

Some miracle needs to happen,

Have you ever touched your dreams,
and felt the simplistic joy,
of feeling them become reality,
only to abandon them,
for reasons you cannot explain?

Have you ever watched your family,
who once shared the greatest of loves,
suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy,
that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably,
tear them all apart?

Do you ( Read more... )

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other ( Read more... )

Eyes stare into a dirty mirror

Chanting positive affirmations

That are supposed to help

I will not cry

I will make it

I am a worthy person

The mirror fogs up

With every word I say

Until I can see nothing

I am crying

I won’t make it

I am not worthy

Drastic realizations

In a cruel world

Why can’t I just leave?

 Nothing Left
Along the road I go

Scared, alone and wondering

What happened to my life?

I try to be everything

To everyone

And there’s nothing left

Of myself….For me

Smiling by day

Crying by night

So lonely it hurts

I miss you
........ your arms

And the way you held me

The way you smell......

To feel warmth again

Or rest my head above a pounding heart

Seems ( Read more... )

Escape
Dressed in black

I walk alone

Towards the darkness

Take me home

To a place

Where I can be

free

From this hell

Thoughts fill my mind

Of a different place

Where only sunshine lurks

So sparse

Just a thought…….

BSJ 04/29/2008
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Misfit
Round thoughts in a square world

Open minds, closed hearts

Pegs do not fit here

They do not belong

It is ( Read more... )

I feel GREAT on the low carb diet.  I am less hungry, I need less sleep, and overall have more energy.  Also, when I'm moving, my muscles feel like I am doing some form of extreme exercise, so i guess that could be a positive thing.  What I do not like is the diet induced cycle that is lasting forever!  That can go away!! Far far, away..... I did ( Read more... )

Hmmmm, starting the low carb thing.  I had to find some recipes to keep me interested.  I might even throw in some rabbit food (aka salad or lettuce...ack!) my menu for today will be:

Breakfast: 
Bacon Cheeseburger Quiche

1 lb hamburger
1 small chopped onion
4 slices cooked bacon, chopped
3 eggs
½ cup mayonnaise
½ cup half and half
8 oz shredded cheddar or ( Read more... )