Last night was cool...me and Min went to Kyles house and Min and Brent went out to coreys so it was just me and Kyle so we sat around and watched tv and talked about random stuff. Everything this kid says I can always agree with because his views are so much like mine...which is so weird...so anyways Around 12 it was Kyles birthday and we went out ( Read more... )

Last night me and Mindy drove over to alliance ( 20 minutes , which we found the way haha , so proud of myself) to see the boys . We hung out in the car for awhile Mindy let justin drive a bit and we went to the park and then we decided to go back to mindys and Me and Kyle layed on the couch together for awhile and we watched some random stuff on ( Read more... )

The past few days have been really great. I finished up my project in Photo , now I'm working on my new one..I'm hoping to get done tomorrow. I've been hanging out with Kyle a lot .. and I am growing very fond of him. Yesterday we were at his house and he was walking out to the car to get something and he stopped and he turned around and he was ( Read more... )

last night was real awesome. Brent and Kylne came and picked me and Min up and we went to alliance to this party , and it was real cool . Kyle kept telling Justin how hot I was and he was like " oh man you are so cute , and you're so small " . he Just made me laugh a lot because he was so trashed. So we all hung out there for awhile then we went to ( Read more... )

Okay , tonight was a good time...no a great time. So mindy came and picked me up and we went and picked brent up and drove around for a bit , then we drove to alliance and picked up kyle and we all went out to cc and sat around for awhile and talked and shit. and they were all so much damn fun , then Kyle had to go to the hospital . But before they ( Read more... )

Today was calling hours....and it was hard , as expected. I thought I was going to be the strong one for my dads sake...but I cried. This week has been so hard. I just want things to start over. My only outlet is to write about it , because thats the only way I can feel better about it ( Read more... )

So today , I went and finishes my roll of film on Kennys band - PMS . promise me scarlet . ha. I got some really great pictures I think Kenneth will love . I love listening to Kenny sing and watching him is so great because he combines everything he is into one beautiful thing - his music. He doesnt put up a front for people , he is just himself , ( Read more... )

We spent the day at the hospital yesterday , and everything was well. The nurses told us he was doing fine and that he would be out in about 2 weeks. I came home from school today and I was about to take a nap , and andrea called and said Grandpa was dying so we were all about to get in the car and go there and then she called back again - and he's ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how to put these figures into words. I know I'm at fault for many things in my life right now. I should have never acted the way I did. It's just like I am with everything , and that pisses me off so much about myself , because I'm becoming just like him , a liar. Everything I never wanted to be. I have to go to church tommorrow , I ( Read more... )

No more planning out my entire life . the one thing I do know is my profession , but other than that..no. I dont know where I'm going to be in 5 years , let alone the rest of them. I miss so many people. Everyones leaving , and as much as I am content with the people who are still here , I miss the others with all of my heart. He used to have that ( Read more... )