You threw away white
and imperfections ,
for red
and unchangeable.
You fold your hands in your lap
to keep the only woman in you ,
that you have left.
Blaming his hands for lust
and yours for love.
Silence builds like a wall
dividing the oceans from the land.

Tonight was amazing . We went to Fallen Eyes around 8 to go see Kennys band and I saw steve and we talked about butt sex over coffins and how I think hes a slut. We walked around and waited for Kenny and them to play , and let me just say when they did it was amazing...just like always. I love watching Kenny play , he puts so much into it. I got ( Read more... )

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I'm sick , I've been sick for awhile . I'm sure some people can tell. I guess I'm going to aultcare sometime this week to get a check up on my asthma , or whatever breathing condition that i have that constantly causes me to cough up my lungs. I shouldnt be complaining , considering that as far as I know . I have no life threatening disorder. She ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty fun . Friday night I went to the football game with my best friends. Saturday I went to see anchorman with Jon , Kat and Brandon and then we went to panera . answered freaky phone calls , went to cici's played in the arcade then came back to my house and acted gay . Then sunday I went to the movies with tim and matt and ryan ( Read more... )

You know when you wake up from those dreams that you can't remember , but all of a sudden you have a million memories clouding your mind. Thats today. It's almost everyday. I can forget so much , in such short time. You can walk away from so many times in your life , but there will always be at least one day you will wake up to a memory of them and ( Read more... )

Okay so , Today was the first day back to school Everything seemed to go fine . I'm in love with photo , obvious enough. My schedule was really messed up when I got to school but thankfully they fixed it. I had this partner in world esperiance and we had to interview one another and he was really cool , funny thing though...I've never talked to him ( Read more... )

Okay so , Today was the first day back to school Everything seemed to go fine . I'm in love with photo , obvious enough. My schedule was really messed up when I got to school but thankfully they fixed it. I had this partner in world esperiance and we had to interview one another and he was really cool , funny thing though...I've never talked to him ( Read more... )

Today was so busy , I've been shopping and moving all day . I cant wait to get moved in so I'm not so confused anymore. I made a huge mistake today and colored my hair red , so Im not too happy about the fact that I look gay. I havnt eaten meat for 2 days and dont plan on it. my house is packed up...therfor its empty. I have no night light to sleep ( Read more... )

It's finally hitting me that for the first time in my life Im not going to be living in a duplex. That is very much exciting. Today we moved all day long. Tommorow I am going to get my hair done and school supplies. My mom insists that I get my nails done...but you know what..I bite them off. Today was pretty good. I took an Alert pill earlier and ( Read more... )