i'm finally losing my ground

 don't expect me to be around when your trip is done.
& don't expect me to come back once you hit rock bottom.

 i'm scared, i'm crying, i fuck every thing up

i love how its never okay for me to go out and do things on my own, but its okay for you
thank you.

honestly, i think you're lieing to me, and if you're not, i must not have a lot of faith in you.
i spend more time worrying about you than being with you.

I'm so worried, but i'll find out today

so me and adam decided to walk up the river-up to the water fall, he was walking in his boxers and i was walking in just my shirt.
we almost get to the waterfall when a police officer on a bike tells us to come out.
adam in his boxers, me wearing a shirt-no underwear.
adam goes and find our clothes and we both had an information card filled out.
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I'm a liar, I am horrible, I'll make you think I'm okay when really, I'm falling apart faster than I can catch myself.
I'm hurting too many people, and I'm pushing everyone away when all I want is everyone.

i cry too much.

i'm falling into a hole, a hole of truley hating everything about myself
i can't put up with myself anymore

majority of my friends are two-faced.