I'm doing really really good as of today,
no drugs for over a month now, no more failing grades,
(B+, C-, B, C+, D, A, C+)
closer relationships, and i love adam very much.

I'm done with drugs, I really am. This time it has fucked me hard in the long run.
I am scedualded to have a drug test...blood, not urine. I'm screwed. Hello new highschool.
I'm done with it, no more weed, no more dex, no more alcohol.

ONE PERSON: Alice Cooper....fucking trippy

me and my mom got into an argument
i said things i shouldn't have, and i know things i shouldn't

i have prepared myself for the worst, and i have agreed to try harder in school.
we both need it.

I'm sorry you can't hang up my report card on the fridge
I'm sorry you can't hang up any of my artwork in the hallways
I'm sorry I, according to you, "rebel"
I'm sorry I (quote unquote) am a dirty piece of trash
I'm sorry I am the only one who will tell you that you're wrong.

all i want to do is see adam