in the library with katie. two freshman girls (one plays soccer, one is a goalie.......) come in and sit next to me. the 'goalie' is printing stuff out and her friend is retriving it from the printer ( Read more... )

its 5th period. its not august. obviously. its almost the end of the school year! and i havent written in this thing in FOREVER. senior banquets coming up. i have a boyfriend. im happy ( Read more... )

havent touched this thing in a long time. lifes been okay. getting it together. senior year should be as relaxed as possible, which i really hope it is. all i gotta do is get into college. (aka geneseo). yeahh.....

steffs leaving in less than two weeks for alfred. i dont know how im going to survive smithtown without my big sister around. :(

alright ok. i was pissed off yesterday. sorry about that. i was not in a good mood ( Read more... )

well.. lets see ( Read more... )

so here i am. its 6:36am. why the fuck im up when its summer time is no clue to me. i have no idea. i woke up around 5:30 with the most vile taste in my mouth and ive been up ever since ( Read more... )

so guys. waddup. lots of stuff happening. well not really happening. just hopefully to be happening. prospects ( Read more... )

im just wasting my time on this. its no use right? ive made so many mistakes with this one i deserve it.

sigh. wallowing in self-pity and being miserable on livejournal actually kind of helps. im going to read.

i dont understand it.

every single thing i do. i just cant do anything right anymore.

i dont understand. i try.. i thought i was doing something right. for once. why am i always being reminded of what i did? and not what im trying to do.. or doing..?

i dont get it. i cant let go. i cant do anything. everything is completely hopeless at this

kind of boring. today was nice and relaxing. i know how i havent even updated this thing in ages. oh well. i dont feel like pouring out things that will just be meaningless to you cause hey lets face it. no one really cares. haha its true ( Read more... )