I wish she would just stay out of the picture.. grrr

is insanely crazy about you.

I just want everything bad to disappear. This year has been pretty messed up for me. I wish I could talk to someone about it all but I feel like I've had too much drama that no one will want to hear about it. A lot of things I never thought would happen did. I love who I'm with right now but I hate feeling like crap for letting someone else down. ( Read more... )

I need to learn how to trust people. plain & simple.

:D Is excited for everything for the first time in a long time. But I will come back down to reality the second he moves away... fuckkk

I need to:

1 buy a new car
2 finally declare a major
3 start saving money
4 buy film for my 35 mm camera
5 find another job
6 sign up for studio photography
7 find a dress for ryans wedding
8 retake my history class (fml)
9 make prints of my rome pictures

& I have no energy to do any of this, like ever. =/

when your will is broken & it slips from your hands

There's some illogical part of me that still believes if you want superman to show up, first there's got to be someone worth saving.

you broke my heart & still you wonder why I'm not running back to you yet.
you don't get it.

time cant erase a feeling this strong.