Not really sure whether things are good or bad right now. Kind of just, in between, I guess.

I'm starting to want more. At least I think I know what I want now. I think. Maybe.

I'm tired all the time, and I know why. Maybe you should too. Just kidding. I don't expect any of you to know.

Apparently everyone has failed the Lit test so far, so I'm ( Read more... )

Well..

Only grounded from computer now..

I can go out.

I'd say upgrade.

And I'm done -

No, ladies and gentlemen, much to your dismay, I have not fallen of the face of the earth.

I've only been imprisoned in my home, which has been converted to a maximum security prison.

Plan an escape for me. That would be amazing.

Christopher comes home for the weekend. Apparently he has some sort of baseball tryouts. I have no idea what's actually ( Read more... )

Just so you all know:

I fail miserably at life

Mother is 'worried' about me

My internet is soon to be disconnected because I have a "sick obssession and am addicted" to the internet.

I just suck. Plain and simple.

See you at the gates of hell.

Not happy.

Hate life.

I'm so ready to use my supplies. Especially the ones in my car. K.Mante knows what I'm talking about.

Fuck you depression. I'll just admit it. Nothing to hide anymore. I hate life, and I'm on the edge of the end.

I suck at life, and my mother is "worried" about me. Go ahead, everyone jump on the wagon with the mother. I don't ( Read more... )

Justice class right now.

It would be amazing if people could stop thinking the worst of me. I'm not a crazy alcoholic. I"m not some crazy cutter. It's called changing people, I've changed. I'm not saying I'm perfect. I'm not saying that I don't drink, or that I don't do the things I've been accustomed to since middle school. But I'm not all that ( Read more... )

Um, math test - not too bad.

Beth Garrity - spawn of satan. Stayed up insanely late to study for her damn test. Didn't even have it today. I'll study a little bit tonight, but I really want to hong out with Allie.

Yay for no school Friday

And, I get to go to semi on Saturday with Bobbyyy : ) Yayyy it'll be fun. And plus, some major Britt-Laura time ( Read more... )

So this weekend was a bust.

I'm thinking this week might suck, just a little.

I'm tired.

People are being gay.

I don't know what to do anymore. I tell myself I can't go on living like this, but then I never do anything about it. But what am I supposed to do?

If I say something to him, things could get messed up. I mean, that is my specialty; ( Read more... )

Tonight was a bust. It was interesting, I'll give that much credit.

FYI: Pills + Vodka = bad. Silly friends.

Gala = deathly. I dreamed of a shot. And the bar was right there, 10 seconds away, and I got nothing.

I'm worried about Michael, and I miss him a lot.

Things are weird. I don't know, I wish I did.

R.I.P Pope John Paul. What a bummer.

And ( Read more... )

Welp, it's official. I've got Anterior Compartment Syndrome in my left shin now. Goddamnit. This means that the muscle in my shin gets filled up with too much air, and when it expands, the sheath does not, it is not big enough. So my muscle is bigger than the sheath around it. If it gets any worse than it is, then it's hello surgery - again. Yep, ( Read more... )