Estoy muy cansada. Quiero a dormir ahora, pero no perdio, porque tenga mucha tarea.

Okay, enough with the spanish.

I'm exhuasted. Today, Mike asked me if I was punched in the eye because it looked swollen and has that stupid line going down to my cheek. My eyes look like that because I'm exhuasted.

So much work to do. Quizzes, tests and papers. ( Read more... )

Wow. Talk about major mood swings. It's not my fault.

My good mood is gone. You are all currently experiencing the bad side of Brittany Faith.

Apparently nothing I do is good enough. I'm not good enough. I can work my ass off, and still, they want more. I can only do so much. Sorry I'm not perfect. Sorry I'm not the daughter you always wanted. ( Read more... )

I <3 LJ drama - Could you two please just talk about it? Actually, no, I changed my mind. I like knowing whats going on - Keep up the good work. A+ for you both :)

Things don't suck so much right now. But I admit, they suck enough.

I wish you would figure it out and make me happy.

I <3 Samantha Rose. She feeds me candy so my psycho mother can't ( Read more... )

You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it

I'm not sorry for the way I am.
I'm not sorry for being me.
I am sorry that you can't accept that.
I am sorry that you don't think we could be something.

Ugh, I don't even know what to do with myself.

Long weekend = horrible.

No one to talk to. (Insert ( Read more... )

I can't even believe this fucking happened to me.

Don't give me shit about being able to trust any of you anymore. It only takes one time, one person to fuck things up for the rest of you.

I'm not sorry. I don't regret anything.

I just want to say FUCK YOU.

Don't piss me off, don't try and make things better.

Just leave it the fuck alone.

So ( Read more... )

Oy. I can't do this anymore.

I can't go on living like this.

This house is a broke home

It seems like everything is right, but I feel like something is missing.

I can't go on without him. He was the one who kept me going, the one who was always there for me. He said he would never let me down, always be my best friend. I miss him, and I need him ( Read more... )

Things are good and bad.

Friends are good. Most at least. One in particular is bad, it makes me sad.

School is pretty good. I guess. It's still school.

Confusion and not knowing what I want is bad.

And I'm done -

DDR = AMAZING

Friday night - night out with Soumya, Sam, Allison. Went to mall & then Maplewood Pizza.
- I got hearburn
+ I met Dereck
+ I had a good time
+ "I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one"
+ I ordered a frappucino, where's my fucking frappucino?

At Lynlee's right now. Her birthday is in 1/2 hour. We've been playing DDR for like 2 hours now, ( Read more... )

Happy St. Patrcik's Day : )

Okay, not so happy - IT SUCKED.

Pequot Museum was a bust. I don't really feel bad for the Indians, and the 21 page packet didn't make it any better.

Bus ride = crappy.

Last night was good though - I <3 Mara Ellen Bognaski. It was a superb night. Interesting really. Honestly, it was ALL AQUAFINA'S FAULT.

I am fickle yet ( Read more... )

This house is a broken home

Its hard to be here right now, I don't really know what I'm supposed to do ; /

I know I've wished for it, and part of me really wants it to happen, but not this way. As much as I've said I want this to happen, its a lot harder when its not how I imagined it, and it actually kind of hurts. Only because its my dad. Ugh, I ( Read more... )