I've been thinking .. I've noticed that ppl say they will always be there because they care.. well those are the ones that disappear and just fake their way threw ur life. Sadly they know who they are and I'm just done. If u can't be there in my life then I'm not trying to hold a spot for u when u clearly don't deserve it. Yes Ppls lifes move on ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wish I had someone I could just talk to laugh with and be myself. Friend or other half.... just sick of having to edit myself to keep ppl off my back. I have stuff I want to say n do but I can't.  Its not fair .. if I could fix a mistake I made I would..

Omg what a long week at work.. so much going on and I need to find time to write a few reports to email Monday.. bleh. Don't get me wrong I like my job just some of the drama eh not so much lol.

Oh well its Friday night and I made pizza with my lil guy. Yum yum if I could make.homemade pizza everytime I would its so much better! I do have some ( Read more... )

Today sucked.. busy but the night is beautiful n I'm having a drink lol... yay for being off work!

So I have a lot on my mind today. Its stuff that has been there for a few months now sadly. I wish god was wrong but I know he wasn't now I have to wait for him to open a different way to repair what was changed. I know that you can't live in the past because then the greatness of the future will never be right. and the now warps and bends with the ( Read more... )

I sit here and think about a few things. I think about what I post here and how open I tend to be at sometimes. Sure there is a lot I don't say but still. I honestly wonder who reads this really. There is a lot of complications in my life and in a few of my weird friendships and bonds with ppl. I'm known to over look how ppl tend to behave and just ( Read more... )

I am in such a wonderfully great mood!!!
Even if I just had JWS knocking at my door lol.. they where very nice but I respectfully stated I love my faith as is. I have very lil sleep and have been up since 5am after getting home at 330 lol.. been cooking and eww cleaning now planning lunch and dinner for tonight. Just happy stress free day so far. I ( Read more... )

So been doing the mom and kill myself working bit haha. But all in all been good tired but good. Have a lot of stuff going on but when don't I. Got yet more books and I think I have a problem lol I need to find someone nice enough to buy me a kindle and ipod hehe.. jk I've never been the one to have ppl buy me stuff. Guess Im to independent like ( Read more... )

So had to slow down some.. been busy at home n work and I can feel it in my knee as well as I just pass out lol. Joy joy but ill be back and running next week or Friday which ever day haha.
Works been stressful like always but eh I can move past that. Life is good right now. So it's giving me some clear thinking about ppl and its sad but I have to ( Read more... )

My babys cakes made with love from.mommy!

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