Ohh I love my industrial now but back when this pic wad taken oh my sweet baby Jesus it hurt lol


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I maybe working but I couldn't ask for funner ppl.. old school jams rocking and me acting a fool lol.. break it down! ! Atleast I can laugh and be happy while I'm with the guys here..

Get down to night.. lol

I'm rather annoyed.. I hate how I'm so damn freakin replaceable to ppl.. in all ways. It freakin hurts and I don't expect anyone to understand. Because frankly I'm sick of hearing the oh no ur not or geez chris why r u so paranoid .. actions speak louder then words.

Just because I'm not like most people its like oh well can't fit in there. Hell I'm ( Read more... )

No matter how hard I try to stay positive and strong.. I always get treated like a piece of paper.. used then tossed when I'm not needed. I'm so very sick of feeling like this. I don't matter to anyone and neither do my feelings. This is when I feel like gods personal joke. No doubt ..

I realized today that I need to not be so open. Things are different now and I don't need to put myself out there. People try to sway my judgement on things and its my life. Not anyone else's if god can allow me to live and make mistakes then ppl should to. I know what I know and it changes nothing.  Things have happened and I know that nothing can ( Read more... )

Turning round and round
Smiling laughing
Falling down hitting the earth
Pain slicing threw the tears
No more laughter but wailing is heard
A loud rip and gushing plays in the eco
Feathers falling all around blood pooling
The fairy tale has ended thy angel has fallen
Thrown out to earth to live among us
The wings ripped from her body
Forsaken and damned
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Busy day today ran around looking for my daughters homecoming dress. Found a really beautiful one that matches her coloring beautifully.  Had fun being silly and just sharing mother daughter time. Wish it wasn't so rare thou. Guess that's what happens when they grow up.

I just remember when they where lil. At almost 35 I have kids who are almost ( Read more... )

Omg long day.. but home now.. but I got to think about some decisions I need to make..

Omg I feel like a zombie!!
Working way to much.. one upside is I get to pick on the guys lol

Walk where I have placed u
Do not fear the fire for it will not burn
Follow what I place on ur heart
Even when u are afraid I am here
For when u take that pain I will lessin it
when they  break u I will always set it back stronger
The life I planned for u will never be easy
Your tears will wet the cold ground and give it life
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