A small confession, I think I'm starting to lose it...

[brknagain]

I'm not a jealous person. At least I like to think I'm not. Not when it cames to boyfriends. Yeah, I'm insecure about myself (What girl isn't???), but I don't let that interfere in my relationships. I think I'm pretty cool about my boyfriends having girls that are friends. I try not to be jealous. I really do. But, God

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[handsoffjuliet]

This has nothing to do with Eric, but.. I clearly remember a few months ago you and I driving down the road and my telling you, in complete sincerity, that I thought I had a depressesion problem. (Regardless of the fact that I still think I do, that isn't the point of this comment.) I remember the face you made and the loud laugh you let out. I didn't tell you then and I have no idea why I'm telling you now, but you have no idea how much that hurt my feelings. Ever since then whenever I've felt like talking to someone about it, I flash back to that and I decide it's better off inside.

[brknagain]

You know, I honestly don't remember that. But, I'm really sorry. I had no idea that I hurt your feelings. Jen, you know that I'd never intentionally do anything to hurt you. At least you should. And when I did that, you should have told me then. I'm really REALLY sorry.

Ya know, I just think it's hard to picture any of us with depression problems especially you, because you put on that happy go lucky face all the time. Jen, you know that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I know that sometimes I'm a little, what's the word?? I can't think of it, but I hope you know what word I mean. I love you, Jen. You're my best friend. I love you more than anything. And I'm sorry that I'm a bitch sometimes. Well, most of the time that is. Just, I love you. And, I'm sorry. Really I am. When you need to talk, please come to me. I'm always here. And, I'll never leave. I promise!!!

I love you. You're my Jen Jen.

Jess