i wish i was fuckin dead

i seriously need to leave....

i cant live like this anymore something is gonna happen soon if i dont get outta this place im livin in called hell ...

he ruind my life so its my turn to ruin his....

...goodbye

okay this is probly the lAST COmment im addin for a while cuz im going away for a long time... i just wanna say who ever heard of what happend to me... im fine okay im in a lot of pain im never gonna be the same... ever this is going to stay with me for the rest of my life... im going to be in more mental pain than psyical but im going to rape ( Read more... )

oh my god. i dont think i can even explain anything right now. you have NO idea how happy i am last night just made me feel like the BEST person alive and im so glad where i am right now and i dont care about shit. i dont hurt any more. its a really good feeling ( Read more... )

okay wow i had a long fucking weekend.. it was an okay weekend better than the week.

friday- okay wow uMm let see, ashley picked me up n we drove to her house with ian and we chilled n shiit and then we drove to the canteen got sum shit then went to kyle n ryans cuz they had a party/bonfire... and we chilled n then kristin n brandy came n picked ( Read more... )

Name 20 friends in no particular order ( Read more... )

had a good week so far until last night ( Read more... )

okay wow.. i dont even knoe wher to start. this is wierrd not last night but the night befor ::friday night:: umm hung out with my giirls Brandy n Kristin n then went to sum party n then left with sum guy that graduated from De la sal how ever u spell that lol n he picked me up went to his house which had a KEG!!! partied got way to drunk that i ( Read more... )

okay last comment umm fuck it. haha wow letseee last night got fucked dup hung out with a bunch of ppl then went over the plevas with Tara, John, and Ashley ;o) yeha fun shiit got fucked up befor n then just fuckkkiin chilled n shyt ... wow im really confused! cuz like i donoo last night we hung out again and it just seemed wierd n i hated it cuz ( Read more... )

what the fuck is my fucking problem!! seriously im so fuckin retarded! i hate this shiit i knew it from the second it all started that it was sommin i was gonna regret. and right now i dont regret it but then i do cuz i hate getting attached. im soo stupid i should seriously just fuckin die. i have a problem with guys n i hate this.. EERRRRRR ( Read more... )

hey heyy!! wow last night was so much fun! hung out with one of my best friends amber! i love her so much. damn we had a lot of laughs... we went to sleep at like 2 n i woke up at 12 i went home n now im bout to get in the shower go hang out with my cousin fer a lil bit n then come home go hang out with angela fer a lil n then allie is commin to ( Read more... )