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OHHH will asked me to go to ny with him... Damn right motherfucker im so excited i cant wait to go .... ive never been and this will be the funniest time ever i think im just so excited.. today is wensday and maybe ill get to see hope today which would be awesome.

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Well for the past 3 days or so Hope has kinda been distant I only mean this cause just 4 days ago she seemed really happy and then I guess I did something and she stopped being so close. I dont know what it is that she thinks about me, she never really tells me and it hurts cause I am left confused. And I know she dosent feel the way I want her to ( Read more... )

You see im irish but im not a leprachaun ( Read more... )

"she loves me but she doesnt wanna be together till were older, soo....i just told her fine will just be close friends, and we dont have to talk about how were inlove, or anything..and then if u really wanna be together in the end we will"

Wow and you really think thats gonna work. in that situation theres only so many possibilites. One brandie ( Read more... )

I guess i wanted more then she could give me. She wants a good time with the nearest person. and i liked her and thats not what she wanted...so i guess i lose.lol. all well

Fuck Her

Satellite, headlines read
Someone's secrets you've seen
Eyes and ears have been
Satellite dish in my yard
Tell me more, tell me more
Who's the king of your satellite castle?

so seriously if you i thought you couldnt make me feel shittier then i did already but you have. You just cant invite ppl over... there are some ppl im AFRAID OF and i dont want to ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like your 2nd best...how about 3rd best.... have you ever felt like your just whats left and that the dirt is about as special as you. It feels pretty shitty and when ppl dont mean to do it i dont hold it against them but everyone likes to feel special.

i shed tears today to remember what it felt like. Its been so long I forgot what good it can do. I sat outside for about an hour after they left today. I dont know what i thought i was going to accomplish besides giving myself lung cancer. The night felt so lonely and i thought i had no one after they left. I love my friends dearly and im glad they ( Read more... )