he can't leave
he can't go there
he can't leave

i don't know what i'll do
if he has to go

...i cried myself to sleep last night...

so i was really tired this morning from being out last night for halloween, and i didnt feel all that good either, so my mom let me skip first hour ( Read more... )

i talked to greg on the phone tonight
for like 45 minutes
then he had to go baby-sit
i love how we can be friends now
& things arent all messed up
FINALLY

gooodnightt

well, i think i'm finally starting to get happy again.
it feels so good.
oh course i still miss him with all of me ( Read more... )

barely any sleep for the past 3 weeks or so
..equals..
uh oh depression is coming back

&&i think im starting to get sick
eek i hope not.
=/

homecoming was a blasttt.
first was bowling with austin and some of his friends ( Read more... )

I went to the Homecoming game with Austin, Andrew, Dominick, Heath, & Casey ( Read more... )

We're friends now.
It's wayy better than not having him at all.
It's good.
Hopefully things don't get messed up again.

every time i look at him,
nothing else matters, but him.
i love him more than i have ever loved anyone
i miss him so much..
and i would honestly give everything in the world
to be in his arms again.
that was when things were perfect,
nothing hurt,
and i was happy.
=(=(=(

so i got asked to homecoming today by this guy Austin ( Read more... )