theraflu has got to be the most disgusting thing i have ever tasted.

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going to go watch twin peaks now. have it on net flix. i love this show.

burning in a cage
waiting to be reborn
from the ashes on the floor below

uhg. I'm so f ing sick. Whaa. Im home alone, my roomate is at work being a productive little worker bee. I called in sick tonight. So, I have no one to whine too. I didnt feel too bad this morning, so I went to my lab, which i very much needed to do, im all cought up now. WHen I cough, my head splits and little bits of brain are leaking out the ( Read more... )

yosemite just before she died.

It's big. 56K be warned.

( here it be )

a humming bird just flew up to me when i was smoking in the backlyard. this carries great signifacance to me. the humming bird has ALWAYS been my favorite bird. when i was a small child i was sitting on the back step in my backyard. a young hummingbird flew down and knocked itself out on the table nexto me landing atr my feet. when he4 awoke it ( Read more... )

My father in law, well, you all know im not married, hes more like my father, but i dont call him dad, i wouldnt disrespect my father like that, anyway...........he had a small heart attack. it happened wednesday night apparently. Hes so stuborn. he went in for his anual physical yesterday and told the doc of his symtoms. theyu are sendint a camera ( Read more... )

damn it all. if i survive i will have the building blocks to do something really good. does anyone else fear that they will have done more damage to others than helped when this life ends? i really dont want that to be so. i think this was a rhetorical question.

Back from vegas, see the new icon, yup, drunk as hell. Had much fun with sis. Only lost about sixty dollars, so im a winner(even though I lost 140 in the first ten seconds)! Should sleep now, have to be up before noon tomorrow.

stop laughing at me! my email is not accessible from home. very frustrating. i can open it from any other fucking computer in the entire world, but not from home. its yahoo. i even opened a new acct(still yahoo) and it doesnt work either. i can open the page, sign in, it dispayes inbox count, but when i click the inbox link, search,search,search ( Read more... )

Damn. They are getting smarter. The city has this program that limits what we can look at at work, i.e. porn and such. It blocks my im as of today. AHhhhh. I guess I will have to find other ways to fuck off. Rumer is they spend over two mil a year on this service. Wow, sorry to all you taxpayers in sj.