( I bet this is way to long to read for you. )

i'm alerted, and i'm torn apart before i ever reach the emergency room. I'm in a terrible mood, then the most amazing mood. I really think something is wrong with me. I write everything out in my head. Things i wanna say, but never reach the surface.I play the same songs over and over, because they say so much about me. And they make me feel like i ( Read more... )

I just don't even think i care anymore.
thanks for letting me down.
you could have at least done it sooner.
in fact your still doing it.
so let me down and lets get on with it all.

So this is a real post. with pictures and crap and it will acually tell about my life so here you go.

( we dont care )

                                 Its about what 10:50 i cant even remotely think staright

I hate thinking about anything

I hate having feelings

I hate liking someone so much i cant even pay attention to whats going on around me.

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soo. the in recent events, im pretty sad. the attack on london just hurts my heart.

and im thinking about madisons dad whos missing.

makes me feel stupid thinking about my needs and wants when obv. i should be focusing on other people.

im hoping chris smiths surgery went well.

i hope my family comes in safe tomorrow.

seeing as how there are like ( Read more... )

I dont use this thing much anymore
and thats a shame
i need to start using it again.

i miss my kids.
i bet they all got rid of their LJs

sniff :( detailed report on how life is later.

lovelovelove

hmm finally a update ( Read more... )

yepinmygirljeans: well happy freakin birthday ( Read more... )

~brknwngrstdhalo~


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