Siblings. Brothers. Sister. weither they are younger or older
they are a part of who you are. wiether you are close
or havn't spoken in years there mere resemblance can change you without knowing it.
And although there are the normal fights,
the ones over the remote controll and the "
I CAN"T WAITT FOR YOU TO LEAVE FOR COLLEGE"
when that day ( Read more... )

You made me so mad ( Read more... )

I feel.  hurt. I feel like im in a fucking jar for you to look at and take out when you want some attention. I wish that one time something would happen so i could actually enjoy it. I want that die hard love, that love that keeps you up at night. Thinking about the person. Wanting to see that person smile all the time. Fighting but knowing that ( Read more... )

Sleep is ever so distant now.

I say I want something real.

But  I dont think I even know what real is

you told me you couldn't wait to see me,
&then you didn't bother to even show up.
this whole situation is incredibly typical,
i should have seen it all along.

I guess thats all you need-

a slut:

someone to fuck

with no emotional ties whatsoever.

Yanno whats the most UNSETTLING feeling...knowing people hate you.

I'm sorry. I was hurt. You didnt care. And now im left feeling like I did something wrong, when I didnt. Its just not fair. I still fucking lose and you try to blame me for not being there.

I give up. Just like I should of a long time ago.

Do you have any idea what it felt ( Read more... )

 I'm tired of feeling like im fucking COMPETING for someone to love me. Somones always better then me....prettier then me...or whatever then me. I'm done...I need to stop. Working out till I can't feel my legs...almost trying to make myself throw up becuase i feel so fucking fat...its ridiculous... I need my friends...or someone who I can just curl ( Read more... )

I dont know what I want anymore.

But I dont want the lies anymore.

Sorry.

I wish i had the energy to write in here at all anymore

I guess we all expected to be friends like in highschool....

but highschools over...and so is our friendships I guess.