What's the difference between telling someone something and them actually understanding it? Why can't cant you just see that I'm going to eventually leave because your pushing me away.  Sometimes when I talk to you and tell you something I really believe its like it goes in one ear and out the other.

Last night you to Ecstasy  and when I was ( Read more... )

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Did you know I miss you

Did you know I miss you

Did you know I miss you.

I thought about you today. Just becuase i heard that song. Konstantine.

Remember that?

On another note. I'm learning not to care. AT ALL. More then a friend I mean.

You know when the world feels like they are turning your back on you, like your not good enough, like they are disgusted with you because you feel something. I could tell you what its like crouch down by your car crying because this day everyone has decided to give you the cold shoulder or tell you that they dont care about you. But that wouldnt be ( Read more... )

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I wish I had the guts to walk away from you.

Cause I cant say those three words. I'll NEVER FUCKING SAY THEM!

Because I think my heart will break into a million little pieces.

With that " fuck you" I was walking out of your life. I wasn't asking you to tell me what you thought of me. I dont care. I just wanted you to pick me up off the floor like a friend should do. But you told me you didnt feel like it today. Since when is being a friend when you feel like it being a friend? Im sorry but when you told me to walk  out ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in your arms again.

Sometimes I think you were the last person to care about me.

But then somtimes  I remember how badly we both hurt eachother

Sometimes. I wish i didnt think.

Sometimes I wish I really ment something to someone for once besides just someone to hook up with. or hurt.

I told you " If i walked out of your life you probably wouldnt even notice ( Read more... )