Nine things you wear daily ( Read more... )

Honestly, this week has been all over the place so far ( Read more... )

Why do I have to open my mouth, LJ? Whenever I confess how I truely feel for someone, they are not available for that. They are either seeing someone else or just don't feel that way. Friends only or something along those lines. For one, I should have said something a long time ago and maybe things would be different now? She has been on mind for ( Read more... )

I just had a thought about live journal today randomly and figured it would come back and use it some more. Its a good release sometimes ( Read more... )

1. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because ( Read more... )

Nothing to report. i am just having writers block right now. Its been pretty uneventful the past two weeks ( Read more... )

I would have to say this weekend was pretty good. I didnt really get to talk to my parents about anything that has been on my mind lately since all they were focused on was asking about Amanda and how i was doing. I think i am doing better but who knows what will happen over the next couple days, weeks, months. I think we are going to stay friends ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do anymore. I have never felt so alone in my life that I guess im trying to recapture the past. I miss my friends which I have lost because I pushed them away. Its scary to think I had so many a couple years ago and now I have maybe 10? 12? Im sure its less. If you count work friends that i never see outside of work. I have ( Read more... )

I think therapy is needed soon. or something like that because my outbirts are getting more frequent or extreme and I am taking it out on people at work. poor Richard, he is mentor to me since when I was first hired he trained me and helped me get started working on overnights. We even share the same birthday, how crazy is that! Long story short, I ( Read more... )

Help me ( Read more... )