my haiku

heaven can help us
of this i am positive
where is my heaven?

what ever happened to predictabiltiy?
the milkman, the paperboy, the evening tv?

i miss those old fimilar friends waiting just around the bend.

everywhere you look, everywhere you look, theres a heart, a hand to hold onto to
everywhere you look theres a face of someone who needs you

but dont stop there when you're all alone
a knight is waiting to carry ( Read more... )

there was a time you let me know whats real and going on below but now you never show it to me, do you?  remember when i moved in you? the holy dark was moving too and every breath we drew was "hallelujah ( Read more... )

kris and her boyfriend broke up.  i met the boy twice, but when i heard the news, i started crying.  this is kristy. i've known her since i was thirteen years old.  we knew each other before either of us had been kissed, or had real relationships, or been kissed, or had sex, or everything/anything. we were kids.  we're still fucking kids, but ( Read more... )

four fucking credits left.  what the fuck is wrong with me. i am, offically, no longer a high school student.  i am not offically a college student yet. i am nothing. i am in limbo.  this could be bottom.  i'm not sure ( Read more... )

so.  my phyciatrist gave me xanex.  wonderful...

and to answer your question:  
yes, that does make you crazy.

once again, i am sitting in web design.  we have an early release day, so we're all basically checking our email and goofing off. even the teacher.  i love days like this.

i had to use the defrost and the heater in my car this morning.

meh, i spoke too soon. we're doing work now.

later.

your touch
your kiss
your warm embrace.
i'll find my way back to you.

jeff will be here in less than 20 hours. i'm so excited.

i'm wearing this red dress that (not to sound cocky) looks great on me.

i'm watching dawson's creek and am about to start my final hours alone.

dear god. i'm so happy.

greek festival tonight. i'm excited for it.

only five days until jeff is here. i'm excited for that, too.

i'm so in love.  and so happy.

but right now, i have a stomach ache.

and i have to go call nick with directions downtown.

oh, and i went to the eye doctor.  i would rather go to the women's doctor, no joke.  i hate the fucking eye doctor.

have ( Read more... )