hmm. you guys are going to kill me, but i'm not sure that i'm going to be able to go camping. i just realized that i'm not gonna have enough money for gas, with the prices being so high and whatnot.  i hate to do this, after all the planning and everything, but i'm just not sure how i'm gonna be able to get a hundred dollars within the next four ( Read more... )

You'll remember me when the west wind moves ( Read more... )

the weirdest thing just happened. i was having a really horrible night. then jeff called. after five or so minutes crying to him, i stopped and began laughing and smiling and being happy. after an hour or so, we said goodnight. as soon as we hung up, i started to tear up again.  it was really fucking weird.

birthday was okay. it was fun until my parents and i went out to dinner/had birthday cake.  suddenly becoming a family of three is actually kind of depressing.  but i'm getting used to it ( Read more... )

hanging out with jeff and katie is fun. its fun to have the love of my life and my best friend together like that.  i love it.  family birthday party tomorrow; hopefully getting enough money for gas to camping.

i never stopped loving you.

apeople say that sex complicates things, but i say that love itself is the complication.  a little apartment with a kitten and a couch seems good. just the two of us. one day we'll run away.

and i'm usually so realistic.

it is wonderfully fun to pretend for a while.

i never stoped loving you.

sometimes things fall into place at exactly the right moment.  and then sometimes things fall apart.  why is something so good and pure turned into something worriesom?  i did something, and it was almost disappointing. not really disappointing really, just anti-climactic.  what more can a girl ask for?  hmmm ( Read more... )

alabama, here i come.

booooooooo.

when you delete a journal entry, it shows the goat eating soap bubbles. i find that refreshing.

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