I physically can't stare at my last entry anymore. lol. I don't ever write in this thing... but I need to at this point just for the sake of undoing the last post ( Read more... )

I had to write this somewhere... and I am currently not at a stage where I have paper journals going. any way ( Read more... )

I am constantly re-evaluating myself and my decisions. I was right, the summer made me take a huge second look at what happiness really means to me. I was confused about my devotion to theater. I love it so much that I can not let it be a source of unhappiness. Living a life where it gets me up at 5 in the morning to sit in a line for four hours ( Read more... )

Finally! Something that is just pure good. No bitter sweet... no doubts... no second thoughts... no downsides. I got Rosemary in H2$!!! Amanda, Chris, Allie, and DHook are all in the show with me!!! I'm seeing the set up for another amazing summer. Godspell and Fame both provided the makings for the best summer social life. This probably wont be ( Read more... )

Its good to know that being overwhelmed and being inlove are two different things. A painful and needed distinction. That's all I'll say ( Read more... )

Ok... Ten days and i'm out for the summer. THANK GOD!!! I really bit off more than I could chew this semester ( Read more... )

"I always want you to call me. You don't need to ask. I'm always gonna be happy when you call me. I'm like... tiff james is calling me! Then I have to get on the phone and be a guy and say 'whats up and what do you want?' and i'm sorry. But then I get off the phone and I'm like... tiff james just called me, tiff james is awesome. So call me later ( Read more... )

Rebuilding your life is always possible. Sometimes the moments where our lives are completely distructed are the best moments we ever see. They hurt the most, they test us the most, but they also give us the best opportunities. Only out of ashes can a pheonix rise. Only through complete distruction can come reconstruction ( Read more... )

I know what's wrong: I want someone to fantasize about that I can also actually have. I want someone. I need to be excited and comforted, put to sleep and kept up at night, to have my tears dried and made to cry. I need both love and passion. I need both attraction and emotion. I know this sounds impossible to find... too perfect. But this happens ( Read more... )

DTrain0101 (10:28:13 PM): because in that very moment where you choose, you open one dorr, and close another ( Read more... )