vague sound of rain, pierces through my song again
but i get distracted by the way your toes move when you play
so i let it burn.

i just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
so i take whats left of it and rinse it under cold water,
and call you up for more.

im holding out
and im holding on
to every letter
and every song
i pulled myself out of the day
we ever had to meet

are you through with me?

so when it all goes to hell
will you be able to tell me
you're sorry with a straight face?

im all ears
and im all scars
to hear you tell me
boys like you try too hard
to look not quite as desperate
without hanging on

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i luff sooomar.

is swweeelll:) 

so this is it. my mom is finally going to take me into the doctor for my chest. if they cant find anything wrong, then we know its the stress and im going back to therapy. i know theyre going to ask me why i think im there, and i guess my only response is going to be because i feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. and yeah, thats my ( Read more... )

so i overslept today. i guess i didnt hear the alarm? my mom came in at around 7:30 and like, asked me to get up. when i got to school everyone was all LOLWTFITZBRODYGUISE! LOOK @ HER TEEF. a lot of kids noticed, a lot of kids didnt. it was really nice to be able to like, smile and not have to be all >________> about my braces.

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i miss my best friend so much right now

you dont even understand.

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