i totally got fired from my shitty job... do i feel bad about it?!?! not so much!

despite my previously stated concern, getting a new licence came off today without a hitch. turns out you need a SS card for everything BUT a NYS renewal. i only waited around the herald square DMV for an hour or so. could have been much worse ( Read more... )

today off and tomorrow too.. it's a miracle! i've been making great money, but i must not be as young as i used to be. waiting tables tires me out so much more now ( Read more... )

i think now it's been long enough that i've officially quit. over a eweek! haha we'll see about that next time i'm at the BAR, but it's been 8 days. except for when i was in nyc and forgot my patch. i only cheated for a day though. i have switched from the patch to Commit lozenges. they work even better ( Read more... )

i just slapped a nicotine patch on my ass. it is itching, but i think it is working. i am completely over smoking. addiction of any kind is just a hinderance to true contentment. plus i've been doing about a pack a day for too too long. my lungs feel... cruddy ( Read more... )

I have to work a double tomorrow starting at 10:00 and this insomnia is killing me. I am destined to have a groggy morning and a tired day. It's not like I'm an insomniac that can do without sleep. It fucking kills me everytime ( Read more... )

I hadn't been on a "date" date in like forever, but I had one last night... And it was resounding dud. Nothing clicked at all and I felt like I was talking to myself the whole night. I've now decided that 21 is a bit young for me - at this oh so advanced age of 24 - and that any girl who can't hold her liquor just can't hang.. SHE VOMITED ON ( Read more... )

Start my new job tomorrow at a little restaurant in town. I'm excited and pleased. Despite my misgivings and anxiety about this move, it seems that everything is coming together quite nicely. The biggest thing I must do is decide where to move come next school year. I've narrowed it down to: NYC (again), Los Angeles, Providence RI, Bennington ( Read more... )

Having imposed a no-contact order on myself and severed most of my social bonds, the world of family is breathing down my neck. And what a family it is! The saddest of recent news ( Read more... )

One of my favorite bands of all time, the Radiation Kings, are coming out with a DVD from their tour in 2000.. All you rocksteady fans should buy one to support. This is the trailer:

http://tour.negativespace.org/view.htm

It looks REALLLY good!