Is my subconscious so poisoned? so sick? so sadomasochistic? that the only dreams I seem to remember, involve me being tortured or slain? Playing out like a horror movie produced by Jerry Springer? disgustingly alluring to the point of which one cannot simply look away. one is simply stuck instead staring catatonicly, oblivious to the decay of ( Read more... )

Wow....... the one person Im supposed to trust. The one person thats supposed to love me. lied to me today......... Im not sure how to even take it. Its not like this is the first time this has happened to me. See its not like it was a big lie. Just the fact that they lied....... That makes me feel betrayed....... I feel sick...... I feel ( Read more... )

Yet again my uncle seems to think he can take advantage of me......... I have worked my ass off for him since the middle of april. I have done sevral thousand dollars worth of work. and yet. It seems he can just pay me 70 fucking dollars and alls well. not that I have more than one court over my head, not to mention bill collectors. hes gonna come ( Read more... )

Well, seems that Blood means nothing in my "Family" I worked my fucking self nearly to death for my uncle only asking that he give me enough to survive, so that he can get his business to be profitable, when it doesn't turn out to his liking, he just quits. Leaving me to the "wolves" as one would say. Instead of paying me for the work I have done ( Read more... )