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Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

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Nothing to say!

Fallin manYou built us a playground
You built us a home
You built up it all
Then you left us alone
You were violently screaming
Now you're violently dead
Why can't you be with us
Be alive instead
Never really knew you
Though your voice spoke my pain
A voice that will never
Speak it again
Wherever you've gone
On some kind of plane
Just know that we miss you
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Pissed!!

River
enfold me
and take me dpwn to your river
the colors of dranonflies will be our words
deep shadows in the water
all our shelter
and there, the seasons' turning
only, measure our shared hours.

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<3 courtney

I thought of dying ( Read more... )

Hey guys havent wrotin in awhile. I've had some hard days latly. I feel more unloved latly then ever. Like a big black blob. But no one understands. But it will all end soon. Alyssa, i love you soo much girl dont kno what i would do w/ out you !!! Hannah, i love you soo much too girl!! your the best! Dont kno how i would live w/ out you too. Cant ( Read more... )

Hey alyssa is here!!! Im happy....going ot the mall 2morrow! Its going to be so0o0o0o much fun...god i cant waite! I like him sooo much! But im not telling you who i like sry! But im going crazy...anyways im tired. And i feel really bad for amber (im really sorry amber i feel really bad!!)...i g2g alyssa wants to go to sleep so bUhByzZzZz...

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Friday- Went to the movies w/ jimmy, hannah, and some other friends!! We say..Resident Evil: Apocalypse it was really good! After the movies we went to checkers and we walked around! It was fun ( Read more... )