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[broke_n]

An old, fimiliar feeling hit me tonight.. and it hit hard. I'm not sure exactly what brought it on, but I'm sure it was a combination of Matt, MattM, New York, Florida withdrawals, and Sweet Home Alabama - since I watched that tonight. This feeling.. so strong, so bittersweet - filled with emptiness, if that makes any sense. I've just realized how

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[belle_eskimo]

I hope you're alright. I've thought of wearing a bracelet to symbolise weaknesses before, like the BDF ones.. but I just keep it in my head instead. I cut myself the other night, I need to lose weight and then I won't feel this way anymore. I hope MattM calls you back, he seems like a nice fella. <33

[tiama]

devon, please talk to me. what's with this unbearable distance between us anyway? i hate it and i want to be with you right now. i want things to go back to the way there were months ago where we would have endless emails to one another; trying to help each other out of the silly wee messes we got ourselves into. i want to be there for you more than i am now. i love you so much and the thought of you hurting yourself is hurting me. you're beautiful as you are and i wish you could only see this.

i love you xx

[livintheshadow]

aww devon honey pleaseeee dont cut yourself. the thought you hurting yourself and maybe cutting to deep scares me so much. I dont want anything bad to happen to you.
And why detach yourself from everyone again? Aren't you happy? Your entires certainly sound happier than they have in a long time....I hope you do okay!