Right Now .x. Time: 9:32pm
.x. Wearing: Pjs what else
.x. Drinking: Well I had water but I dont knwo what I did with it
.x. Munching: Nothing.
.x. Talking: Dani
.x. Jammin: nothing. but i wanna hear Kelly Clarksons new song "behind these hazel eyes"
.x. Randomness: I have a freakin headache Ah!
I've had a headache since about ( Read more... )

Well I wanted to write this entry because I was sad and crying. But now im pissed off. I feel like I have fuckin pms or something (but i dont). Im so sad. I dont want to work tomorrow. I dont want to do anything. i just want to lay in bed and die. I tried to find somebody to cover my shift. and the only one that will do it is Jeff. But hes being a ( Read more... )

Right Now

.x. Time: 3:03pm

.x. Wearing: BC shirt, yellow sweats

.x. Drinking: water

.x. Munching: nada

.x. Talking: Beth

.x. Jammin: nothing

.x. Randomness: I love this layout

So Sore
Im actually sore. Its awesome. I did strength moves yesterday, like maybe 10 moves, 3 sets, with 9-12 reps each. My muscles are sore. Then today, ( Read more... )

I dont feel like using a layout, because none of the ones that I have express how I feel right now. I feel like shit. My chest is now down to 341/2 inches :( thats down two inches. And my waist is like up 1 inch (28). :( I dont want to be in this body anymore ( Read more... )

But Yes...everything else aside, I love my job lol Its fun and the people are nice. Except, I think Im going to get fired. Its kind of a long story. Theres alot of people working there thats homesexual..seriously, theyre homosexual lol And I always used to say Gay, but since Ive started working there I haven't said it. Ive been really good at not ( Read more... )

Well YAY for TWO reasons ( Read more... )

Hello. So Ians funeral on Saturday. It was horrible. A whole bunch of his friends were there, and almost all the girls (including myself and mom) were crying, and even some guys. His dad and sister got up and said some stuff about him which made me cry even more. Mom brought his parents a card and mailed it today. They should get it on Tuesday or ( Read more... )

Well. I haven't wrote about him for a long time, but my friend Ian died. I talked to him on Tuesday or Monday, but we didn't really talk, and now I feel horrible that I ignored him. Apparently on tuesday night, he went to sleep, threw up and choked on it. Its just weird that somebody I knew, that was my age, died. I just feel horrible that I was so ( Read more... )

I don't feel like getting on TOD just to write something real quick. But, I know that its like 7pm and thats not your accurate weight. But before we went to the resturant to eat an hour ago, I weighed myself. And it said 119 pounds. I about died. Because I've maintained 115 pounds for like about umm a year and even though 115 isn't great, its not ( Read more... )

Hello. I don't know why Im writing. I just feel like writing. But I really have nothing to say. I went to the meeting Tuesday, it was in Beckys house, and she has areally comfy couch lol Anyways, I sat across from Natalee and Candace and I kept my head down the entire time. I didnt want to have to you know, smile at them lol ( Read more... )