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Nov 14, 2004 08:22

The tears would not stop coming last night. I felt so out of place, so alone. I pulled out an un-used razor from the bag and, using a pair of scissors, I cut the plastic from around the blade to bear only that shiny silver metal I was longing for. With Fall Out Boy screaming in the background, masking my cries and sobs, I held the blade against my ( Read more... )

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belle_eskimo November 14 2004, 14:45:05 UTC
Oh Devon, I can't stand to see anyone this upset. And I can't stand how much I relate to this entry either.. You have never replied to my notes or left one on my diary so I don't know if maybe you can't stand me! But I just want to say, that I relate with what you're saying and I hope you're feeling happier soon - because you deserve to. <3

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vacant79 November 15 2004, 02:51:30 UTC
Ah Devon, I wish I knew what to say. I wish things didnt have to be this way between you and Matt. As childish as it seems I wish I could do something to make things all better for you. I love you. Feel better soon.

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livintheshadow November 15 2004, 03:05:40 UTC
hey devon. Im glad you had somebody when you need somebody. Yes, boys have a tendency to mess with your head. I hope you get everything worked out. and remember, you can always go home if you want. Theres what? 6 months left in school? thats not very long, and then its summer and you can go home and see your family :-D
I hope youre okay

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mercy_divided November 15 2004, 09:13:43 UTC
you don't have to feel brave. What's the worse thing that could happen if you don't?
Devon, please remember these things. it's not the end of the world

<333 liz

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