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[broke_n]

I want to start off first by apologizing for my absence. I guess I have no valid excuse other than distractions and laziness. And I really wish I could give good news right now.. I mean, things have been so good.. but something just happened and I have no one else to tell.. and I can't stop crying or shaking.. my teeth are chattering and I feel so

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[_caledonia]

Oh god Devon, I don't know what to say, I'm so sorry this happend to you.

I would say tell someone but in a situation like this it's hard to go to someone and hard to know what to say.

I'm thinking of you.

[tiama]

sweetheart, no matter what way you look at it: it was rape. he's a bollox and a wanker. full stop. honey, listen to me. i know what you're going through; your situation is so similar to mine was when this happened me; i convinced myself it wasn't rape, that i didn't say no in the beginning. but then you realise this isn't affectionate sex but more that he is forcing himself on you. that is classifed as rape.

i know it's easy to say tell someone about it but the only person you seem to be able to tell is your diary. right? i know this because i am/was the exact same. to this day i am yet to tell anyone in real life about my rape, and to be perfectly honest with you, i doubt i ever will.

just know that no matter what, we are all here for you every step of the way.

tell that bollox matt if i ever set eyes on him, i'll cut his balls off and feed them to the dogs.

stay strong darling, it will get easier.

i love you. xx

[belle_eskimo]

oh devon ::hugs::
i am lost for words;
all i can say is
we're all here for you.
love you hun, <3 xoxo

[vacant79]

Ah devon. I wish I knew what to say, but of course I don't. I'm so sorry that happened to you. Much Love.

[mercy_divided]

if you were uncomfortable & felt unsafe, then it sure as hell was rape. The best you can do is stay away & focus on YOURSELF before anything else.

i'm sorry. i don't know what i'm talking about.
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