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[broke_n]

I want to start off first by apologizing for my absence. I guess I have no valid excuse other than distractions and laziness. And I really wish I could give good news right now.. I mean, things have been so good.. but something just happened and I have no one else to tell.. and I can't stop crying or shaking.. my teeth are chattering and I feel so

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[emptyfaerie]

hey sweetheart.

sorry i just found your updated entry now. how are you feeling now? i think its good that you've emailed your coaches because you definately need some time to process things. i'm so truly sorry this happened to you, i can't believe he would do that... its horrible.

you must realize you need to stay away from him, i'm not sure if he actually raped you or if you managed to stop him, but either way you need to realize it was definately not ok and you have a right to feel safe. i understand that you dont want to talk to anyone about it, but finding a counselor from your school or something could be helpful, you shouldn't even have to mention names if you dont want to.

please keep us updated on whats going on and how you are. i'm worried for you and please know all of us love you dearly and want you to be safe and ok. i'm just an e-mail away, always remember that.

take care and please be careful. we'll all support
you with whatever you want to do.

love always,
Kat.

[_______ilseront]

devon, if you didn't want it and he was rough and hurt you, it was rape. i don't know how well an official would understand your not saying no even though you wanted him to stop, but it doesn't change that what he did was rape. and when he wouldn't let you get your clothes, that only made it worse. you need to tell someone. please tell someone. i'm so sorry this happened to you. take care of yourself. i love you<3 xoxo;

[livintheshadow]

devon, i am so so so so sorry this happened to you. i wish i could do something to make all of your hurt go away. I just want to beat the shit out of matt for doing that to you. god, guys are such bastards. maybe you should tell someone, you didn't say no but you didn't say yes either...its not rape, but it has to be something. Im so sorry devon :( I hope ... I dont know what to say... Usually I would just say I hope you feel better but that wont do much good right now...Im here if you ever need to talk Devon. I hope you know that. xoxoxoxo

[livintheshadow]

i just wanted to say, im sorry it took me so long to comment..i haven't been on the internet much with work and all...luv you