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[broke_n]

I have consumed no more than 1000 cal a day this week. I woke up this morning and was slightly happy to see my stomach had lost its bloat. I cut for the first time in almost a year this past weekend. I couldn't help it.. I simply couldn't. There wasn't much blood at all.. I didn't have the gall to go deep. But it was calming, relaxing,

Comments

[mercy_divided]

The saddest line is 'to visit Matt(a big reason I've been eating so little this week)'
Devon, you are so much better
xx

[___holysmokes]

oh, devon..
this makes me sad -
you're so beautiful, dear.
xx

[__chaoticlove]

You done well for not cutting for a year.
I hope you do not start it again..
Be careful with the 'diet' sweetheart.
As the others already said:
You're so much more than this.
You're beautiful as you are.
I still miss you dearly. xx

[not_my_body]

It seems kinda funny, that for a professor, she doesn't realise that one can live on 800 cals or less. Ofcourse they would die eventually, but still. But then again, i guess thats prob what she was meaning.
Take Care, i like ur diary.
xo R.

[_______ilseront]

I agree with Liz's comment..
Though I am guilty of having done [&still doing]
The same exact thing.

Have a fantastic time in New York
&please take care of yourself.
♥