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re last entry
ummm, 'what he wants' sounds bad- i want sex too, nothing wrong with thatm but not as much in the context of 'special friend and lover', ie. f buddy
that kinda turns me off alot.
ok so this is one of those days-nothing else to do but record my actions for prosperity on lj
i just got the unassembled- cost -me -a -mint quilting frame down into the ( Read more... ) -
life after death?
i miss having a partner and family. i'm getting used to alone, but sometimes it seems i'm not really living. make that often.
maybe thats something you can only have when you're young, i don't know.
seems the house thing is dead. f&b are forgetting about it for a few months.hes pretty out of sight out of mind and hates change so...i think i know how ( Read more... ) -
on the bright side...
have painlessly lost 10 pounds and spring is coming...soon, eventually! :-) -
to quote
,In Western societies, sexual and physical intimacy, best-friend status, the sharing of personal information and the priority allocation of time, attention and resources usually occurs to the exclusion of others.
Infidelity is essentially a breach of this commitment. The infidelity may be sexual, or it may be emotional, where a partner goes over to ( Read more... ) -
apt
My life closed twice before its close.
It yet remains to see
If immortality unveil
A third event to me,
So huge, so hopeless to conceive
As these that twice befell,
Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell.
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got an email
cried.had my pills and juice.cried.walked the dog. cried. lay back down in bed 2hrs for pills to work. not crying yet.wrote reply saying 'it is good that you are happy'. end.
well, one of us may as well be.
i've discovered in the past that the only way ( for me) to get rid of the sadness etc is to go right through it. thought the dr might offer some ( Read more... ) -
ok
chapter over. now a month alone with me. me me me.
its gonna suck :-(
off to work again,
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unhealthy
theres no catching up.
i've got food to cook as well