ok. so i havent written in this thing in a long time. and i just read like all of my old entries. and WOW. i was really stupid and young and ridiculus. i did stupid things and yea. but ummmmmm. im off to a new start. and I CAN FINALLY WALK NOWWWW!!!!!! ok so its a waddle but my waddle is progressing. seriously. but umm ill write some later on. so ( Read more... )

ok, its been a really long time since i've written in here. so i let u in on my whole life deal right now. ok so volleyball seems to be getting better i guess. i really wanna win, and no one seems to know why we can't win. so we have this huge game against lake shore on tuesday, BUT i can't go. why?? because i am going to a school board meeting to ( Read more... )

so, today we had a volleyball game. now dont get me wrong, i love that team and i love the sport so much. its just one of those things i really enjoy playing and i have a passion for it. but our team  just doesn't get along. our team has so much potential, and talent, but theres just something in the way. and i cant quite figure it out. but i do ( Read more... )

fun nite last nite!!! haha i have officially figured out that i do not like drinking, i mean i didnt get drunk or anything, ive just decided that i dont like. cuz when i do it, it just doesnt feel right, i feel like a bad kid. but anyways, once again i was peer pressured to smoke, but i didnt, i was a good kid...i was soo close to doing it, but i ( Read more... )

ok, i am soooo fucking sick of this high school drama shit, seriously, if something happens, get the hell over it, seriously wow blah blah blah blah blah, gosh damnit! im not gonna see you in 2 years anyways, so fuck you! yea ugh it seems that someone wants to punch me in the face, super sweet, i have so many people who would back me up with that, ( Read more... )

hmm wow, i guess i havent updated in like a month..yea soo hmm well school is over with and im having an awesome summer. chilling with my best friend jessica, and having the time of my life..i went to see CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY the other day, it was soooooo FUCKING awesome...i loved it!!! yay, yea so lately ive been having an issue, and ( Read more... )

you know, just when my life seems to go my way....people just gotta turn it around...ugh...i friggen hate this.... yea so, I ask my sister if she wants to go see kelly clarkson, and she wants to bring her friends...im like not going if u bring ur friends...its just supposed to be my sisters and I... yea so thats super cool...so i dont even know if ( Read more... )

AHHHHHH GUESS WHAT?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!?!? im going to see kelly clarkson in concert, and im like super close 2!!!! isnt that fricken awesome!!!! im sooo excited!!!! ahhhh im going w/ my sisters!!!! ahhhh im sooo excited wooo hoo!!!! and plus i got my lax banquet tonite!!! excited about that too!!! its gonna be super super awesome...lol i love my life ( Read more... )

sooo, im listening to breakaway right now, and i dunno its just really different than any other time i listen to it...i dunno, i guess its cuz like im kinda sad right now...i mean our lacrosse banquet is on monday and its gonna be sooo sad...no more jv, which means no more great coaching...palma is the greatest coach ive ever had...shes awesome... ( Read more... )

wow, today was one of the worst days ever....i dunno wut happend, i guess it was cuz of like lunch.... i fucking hate her....ahhhh "ap" gosh she thinks shes so much better than everyone, w/ her good grades and how she has a boyfriend...but the truth is that no one really likes her....and she doesnt know that...ahhhh yea so then i was kinda being ( Read more... )