ok so i just finally started to move on from jake. and guess what? he IMs me. its like woah. my heart litterally stopped. like that pain in your heart? that feeling. idk its not like painful, just different you know? idk. but..

HKDx911: hi
OMfG iTs xAShLEY: hey
OMfG iTs xAShLEY: whats new
HKDx911: n m
HKDx911 signed off at 2:57:29 PM.

he didnt sign off ( Read more... )

so yesterday, i slept over jillys. very fun. but heres the main thing of my entry.. im doing my global project on athena and check out http://www.paleothea.com/SortaSingles/Athena.html its so funny. this guy is retarded. heres some things i read that he wrote about her..

Athena is one of those Goddesses who just inspires awe. Man, she is just sit- ( Read more... )

ok. so. today i curled my hair. and then i got bored so i stopped. so i was walking around with just half my head curled. well then i got kicked off the computer and i was bored so i decided to finish my hair. and all the curls were like out on the one side so i was like eh ill just do em over. well everyone knows my curling iron gets HOTT. like a ( Read more... )

ASHLEYS MIND = skldjhgteilsthjwm42oi5723utgdkfhb

did you catch that?

i havent updated in quite a bit. nothing really happenend this week. i was sad. =(. i tried IMIng him once but he just signed off. thats when i gave up. i ran 2 1/2 miles on tuesday. i had a garbage basketball game w/ chris in studyhall that was fun. hm. idk what else to say. my grandma's back in the hospital. something w/ her toe's. cuz shes a ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was the worst day ever. right up with the day that brandy died. ok, so i already wrote about the little convo (last entry) and well i was like so hurt. he never calls me anymore hes always like that to me now online. i was BAWLING yesterday, im serious. i couldnt stop. i had to focus on breathingsome of the times. i wanted to call ( Read more... )

OMfG iTs xAShLEY: hey
HKDx911: hi
OMfG iTs xAShLEY: whats up
HKDx911: nm
OMfG iTs xAShLEY: sweet
HKDx911: uh k
OMfG iTs xAShLEY: yeahh
HKDx911 signed off at 3:24:50 PM.

wtf did i do?

today was a 1/2 day. it was pretty sweet. especially in french, i guess we have the option of going to Quebec again but in the winter. and were going with two other schools - one is Oklamhoma Arkansas or something  (its b/w rochester and sryacuse) and then she took forever to say the other school. and me and carlene are like omg watch its JFK and ( Read more... )

i need jake. im not kidding. hes like my drug. im addicated to him. and without him - i crash. i dont think this is healthy. but i dont care. i really do need him. hes like the best thing thats ever happenend to me. hes also the worst thing that ever happenend to me. hes really perfect. like sometimes he gets on my nerves, but thats just him. and ( Read more... )

school was difficult. i kept getting teary eyed. i miss jake. i desperately need to talk to him. and its 3:09 and hes not on. how could this be? =(. i hate this. but ill move on with this entry. i went to fashion bug after school w. carlene. to get pearl necklaces. but they were $9, and the silver one was $20! wtf? yeah so my moms gonna get em xmas ( Read more... )