everytime somethings going good
i have to go and fuck it up
for once i speak up
and it ruins everything.
and i havent been this sad in a long time

school was good. nothing great. earth science is offically my favorite class. haha. i just love it. then i came home. talked to the jazz man. and jake. jake was being soo frustrating again. like idk. hes dont really mean. just ignorant. and i dislike him veryyyy much online, but i adore him on the phone. ergh. but i was tlaking to lia about him.. i ( Read more... )

sOoOo.. swimming. mike says were gonna have to see for the next couple weeks cuz he says i might be moving up to dolphins. =)! but that kinda worries me cuz dave is soo strict on EVERYTHING. like crystal told me he nitpicks everything. it has to be perfect. but yeah. we did breaststroke yesterday. my first day ever on stingrays was breaststroke day ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmmm what shall i write about today?? well...... i talked to jake last night. and im starting to warm up to the kid. i was watching the lizzie mcquare movie and i had it the highest my tv's volume would go and i was singing. and idk. but i was making him laugh like a lot. lol. but of course i was laughing more cuz hes just that funny lol. im ( Read more... )

k so disney night was canceled. so i had jax and jill come over. it was quite a wild night. i love those girls. we watched beauty and the beast and it was amazing ahah. then me, joe, jacquie and jillian were just being crazy. and screaming and dancing and just being crazy. i live for these nights. yeah so when they did leave, i went online and ( Read more... )

i've been so good about this whole thing. but friday it totally hit me. and now im just a mess. it probably doesnt mean anything. just like it didnt before. and im trying to beleive that. but you know me, analazing everything. ohh god why do i do this to myself. its tearing me apart. and i cant stand it.

jillian and jacquie are coming over later ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went to the jaz mans house. we ate spaghetti and looked at old yearbooks. nothing better eh? well then i came home. and went to bed. and i kept hearing breathing so i was scared so i slept with my tv on all night. idk if thats the reason but i had the worst sleep everrrrrr. omg. i feel so tired and gross right now. so im checking my ( Read more... )

ergghh. im soo fucking bored. their is nothing to do in this house. and i wanna call jake. but then i dont cuz then he'll want to do something today. and i dont feel like doing anything. well i do. but i dont. lol. i just wanna go sleep. ugh. i disappoint myself. i wanna go outside in the snow with toby. but i dont wanna be cold. and i wanna call ( Read more... )

soooo thanksgiving. pretty boring if you ask me. i cleaned/reorginized my room the whole day. the WHOLE day. except dinner. we had 10 mins to eat. 10mins for the supposed to be biggest feast of the year. lol. yeah cuz my mom dad and me went to the harrypotter movie. it was good. just like always lol. then we came home. then i cleaned and ( Read more... )

=D.
         --->> La Jasmine et Le Chris

or.. Willis et Mr. Bagalz.. lmao

aww. i read the convo when he asked her out. i was like awwwww. hehe i was so excited lol.
he was soo nervous. he even made me tell her he liked her. but it was soo cute. eeek im so happy for you jasmine!!
now you can do all those little things. like the shoelace thing and ( Read more... )