I found love. It's the most beautiful thing in the world. i can't even describe it. for once in my life i'm happy. thank you

I feel so alone.  No one wants me, no one loves me.  I have no one...

I can't stop eating thats all i do i'm a freakin load a teapot a cow a hipo whatever u want to call it i fell the need to throw up everytime i eat. I hate this i wish it would stop. Any time someone puts food in front of me i have to eat. I'm gaingin wait rapidly i just can't stop i need help. Throwing up won't help either. i don't know what ( Read more... )

Are we really here? Is this real? sometimes i think it's all a dream a nightmare more precisely but definitly not real. I don't belong here i want to go home.

I just saw my dad tonight for the first time in five days. My grandpa is almost dead... dying as we speak... i don't know what to do or say or feel. i'm alone i have no one.

LIFE

no one knows
no one listens
no one cares.....

What does it take to be happy?¿?¿ You can have everything u ever wanted and still feel like shit... it just isn't fair. sometimes i think we work to hard for what we think we want then find out we never really wanted it all along. I just wish i could be happy.....

i need to let it all out. i need to scream. i hate this AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! still not better. i wish life would just end. the pain needs to leave. i don't care anymore i just don't care. i wish i didn't have to pretend anymore.......

Today i start over...... a new beginning.....